Because some things are just too personal for mypsace.

So, no names.
If its directed towards you, you'll know.

Im sitting here in the dark surrounded by candles.
I've been thinking alot.
About alot of things.
Because people keep starting shit with me and hurting me.
No one has any regard for peoples feelings anymore.
How can you fake an entire relationship? I dont think you can.
What happened?
How can i one day be your entire world and then the next your talking to me about fucking my shit up and about disrespecting each other?
Dont talk to me about respect.
No one has ever disrespected me in my entire life as much as u have.
All over a stupid posession. People can be so shallow.
They cant just be happy about the good and stop stressing about the bad.
Im no exception.
I've been trying, i really have, to make the most of what i have and to just shake off those people who hurt and bring negitive energy.
But memories can do alot to someone emotionally.
They're always there.
They're the one thing you cant erase, because they've already happened.
Theyre always in the back of your mind.
How am i ever supposed 2 trust anyone after everything you've done?
Let me let go. Stop coming around.
please, just dissapear from my social circle.
i cant take seeing you around.
It just reminds me of everything that you've done.
I dont ever wanna see you again.


i am so exstatic that your coming.
Finally!!!!!!!
I cant help but feel anything but good whenever i talk 2 u.
You make me smile.
You make me happy.
I cant wait to kick it with you.
For 3 whole days i dont have 2 do anything except be with you.
I get butterflies just thinking about it.
When you call(theres a certain ring for when u call) and i hear your ring, my heart like jumps outta my chest.
cause its you!!!
hopefully we'll grow even closer after the visit.
all i want is to be with you.
i love u.


I dont want to move.
i love this house.
I dont know why my sister had to fuck everything up.
Oh wait, i know.
As long as she gets to do what she wants when she wants so doesnt care what happens.
i love her.
but she really fucked things up this time.


Im reading a new book.
The Lovely Bones.
Its about a girl. Who dies. And what she sees from heaven.
Its really good.
I think i'll spend all day tomorrow reading it.

Im pretty sure i got Holloween off.
Im taking Skyler trick or treating with the kids at Marissas.
Shes gonna be sleeping beauty <3.
He better not show up, or im pretty sure i will stab him in the face.